Summer rushed by, autumn trailing behind

Going from and to what I can only describe as severe bouts of depression, I left the blog be for a while since I didn't want it to be filled with any more emo crap than it already is. University is getting more and more difficult to pass by with just using my friends as models, work overtaking my life and all the friends gone, or the ones that are here refusing to go anywhere with me. That's what I really hate about London, everyone's always busy. You can never just chill out in a massive group unless it was pre-meditated a long time before the event. I don't care what anyone says, uni is a whole different experience to me than it is to anyone else, and I'm pretty sure these will be the worst years of my life. Not counting this summer obviously, which went as quickly as it came and now autumn is trailing behind, with months seeming like years. I'm not even my first month into my 21s, but it seems like I should be halfway through. Oh look I did fill it up with emo crap afterall.

There is one thing to smile about. Luke. A constant sweetie and a completely fresh look at relationships and how two people can possibly be together for extended periods of time. It's something I thought I'd have with someone else, but these things come from the most unexpected places, don't they.